I can't believe how much they send you home with. It's insane and the antibiotics taste the way urine smells....yea I know. I'm eating a little better (well, sucking through a syringe) so I feel a little stronger. I'm super lucky to be surrounded with positive people. It helps tremendously, cause there were moments when I thought WHY did I do this!? The moments of panic over being wired shut have also subsided. Phew. Now if I could only brush my tongue....
My amazing friend Lynette also sent me these gorgeous flowers today which was a huge pick me up.
God knows what we need and when we need it. :-) I'm really looking forward to my mom coming for the weekend too so my poor hubby can get a bit of a break. I'm not fully recovered yet but today I can at least say I feel like I'm on my way for the first time. I still think I look hideous but the hubs says he sees improvement. HAHA! I'll take it. The feeling of your lips being pulled apart does not make you feel attractive. All in all though, the hardest part of this is the inability to hold, hug & kiss my son. I'm in the same room with him but I feel so distant. My poor little bug. If the swelling goes down tomorrow, to where I look a little more human, I'll post a photo.
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